Wednesday, November 2, 2011
Greeting from Vung Tau
I'm here. Like finally ! Yeah, for 2weeks only. Bby will need to travel to Norway and Germany on mid of Nov. Like meh -.-" bring me along ler... i also wanna go to somewhere that need to wear coat ....
Friday, October 14, 2011
Incredible Month
Incredible, A perfect word to describe the previous month of mine.
Worried, disappointed, touched, laughed, enjoyed, accused, embarrassed, pampered, and lots more that i don't know how to describe. All was like Dramas.
Never think that love from somebody will be there for you for forever. Everything is gonna change. It either better or worse. I keep telling myself that be thankful that he is still loving and caring me till this moment. This marriage was a surprise for me. I was not believe in marriage last time. Until i met him, i thought that he is different from any man that i have ever met. That explains why we proceed to next serious step after 8 mths of dating. That was very short for most ppl. Now it's start to troubling me. People's longass love story could have a sad ending then how bout ours ??? I sounds so retarded i know. We are just officially + customary married for 2weeks yet i start to think so much o.0
But naive and confident has slight difference.
Well, its just some lil thoughts aft so many thing happened.
I have confident in our marriage of course !
Thankfully everything have passed. Everything have back to normal. Or at least both of us have back to the same routine. Bby back to his tight schedule and busy days. Me ? Emo and slacking days.
Time flies. What i'm looking forward right now is heading back to VT. Our love nest ( although it is temporarily ) The place that i complained it's haunted. Now i'm missing the silence. The freedom. The privacy.
And also realize that it's good to live in a place that nobody know us. We can be the real us. No pretend, no give face, no give in, everything is just about two of us.
Worried, disappointed, touched, laughed, enjoyed, accused, embarrassed, pampered, and lots more that i don't know how to describe. All was like Dramas.
Never think that love from somebody will be there for you for forever. Everything is gonna change. It either better or worse. I keep telling myself that be thankful that he is still loving and caring me till this moment. This marriage was a surprise for me. I was not believe in marriage last time. Until i met him, i thought that he is different from any man that i have ever met. That explains why we proceed to next serious step after 8 mths of dating. That was very short for most ppl. Now it's start to troubling me. People's longass love story could have a sad ending then how bout ours ??? I sounds so retarded i know. We are just officially + customary married for 2weeks yet i start to think so much o.0
But naive and confident has slight difference.
Well, its just some lil thoughts aft so many thing happened.
I have confident in our marriage of course !
Thankfully everything have passed. Everything have back to normal. Or at least both of us have back to the same routine. Bby back to his tight schedule and busy days. Me ? Emo and slacking days.
Time flies. What i'm looking forward right now is heading back to VT. Our love nest ( although it is temporarily ) The place that i complained it's haunted. Now i'm missing the silence. The freedom. The privacy.
And also realize that it's good to live in a place that nobody know us. We can be the real us. No pretend, no give face, no give in, everything is just about two of us.
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
New Chapter ...
Wow .. Its been an age since last post :)
Life had been uber busy with all of the preparation for our wedding. Now everything almost come to an end. Only left 1 more round at Batam, I hope everything gonna be alright, and hopefully Ang Bao wont let us down :)
Kay, I may say new chapter of my life have began after our customary wedding. Yeah nothing change on us actually. But at least we have been thru a process which almost every people might go once in our life.
I'm so satisfied on our pre-wedd album, wedding gowns, make-up artist, and photographers. We were really lucky for being able to meet all those awesome people !!
Lots of thing happened during the wedding celebration. Be it good thing or some unhappy thing. But i'm glad that we manage to overcome all of these. And Thank you to all of the kind soul be it who have been generous on the Ang Bao amount, Maria who helped me on Ang Bao box and guest book ( its really nice gal, n u spent a lot on that -.- ), someone who lend his Mercedes as our bridal car, and all of our brothers, and sisters, you all really helped us a lot. Once again, THANK YOU.
Life had been uber busy with all of the preparation for our wedding. Now everything almost come to an end. Only left 1 more round at Batam, I hope everything gonna be alright, and hopefully Ang Bao wont let us down :)
Kay, I may say new chapter of my life have began after our customary wedding. Yeah nothing change on us actually. But at least we have been thru a process which almost every people might go once in our life.
I'm so satisfied on our pre-wedd album, wedding gowns, make-up artist, and photographers. We were really lucky for being able to meet all those awesome people !!
Lots of thing happened during the wedding celebration. Be it good thing or some unhappy thing. But i'm glad that we manage to overcome all of these. And Thank you to all of the kind soul be it who have been generous on the Ang Bao amount, Maria who helped me on Ang Bao box and guest book ( its really nice gal, n u spent a lot on that -.- ), someone who lend his Mercedes as our bridal car, and all of our brothers, and sisters, you all really helped us a lot. Once again, THANK YOU.
May we live happily ever after
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
On the move ...
Hey! It's been 2 weeks since we are back. I was busy like mad for the past two weeks and for the rest of this month i guess. Visited mummy, and brought lots of durians for the family. They were surprised cos i hates durian ttm yet i brought back for them :)
Meeting my ex-colleagues and maybe a trip to batam next week. Gotta settle some payment with the restaurant where our banquet will be held. And a Bangkok trip with Alice too :) Tickets and hotel confirmed, excited max! This will be my very 1st time of overseas trip without bby!
A lot of things happened in the past 14 days, there was good and bad thing too. Hope good things always last and bad thing will never repeat again. And i also hope that my favorite couple in bby's group will be able to walk out of their relationship crisis time. Don't be defeated by challenges that had come to you two. Remember what had brought you two together. It's LOVE.
Last night we were discussing bout my citizenship matter after we applied, hmmmm, seriously i got no idea on which way should i go ?? Keep my Indonesia nationality as a backup as living will be hard for us in 30 years later in singapore as living cost is getting higher day by day. So that we might move to Indonesia for retiring or maybe start some business over there instead of be a hawker's cleaner in the age of 65 ? That was what his friend's thinking.
As for him, he think that it will be better and easier for us to migrate to other country if i'm holding a Singapore passport ?? Ofcourse indonesia is not in his list obviously.
As for me ? I DON'T KNOW -.- I'm so lost on this.
Nobody can predict or sure what will happen tomorrow, but since he got his planning and confidence on what he is doing and thinking, Me as his wife should support him without regrets. Maybe his friends are right but nobody can be sure that he is wrong.
We are only able to plan and pray, the end decision is on God's hands.
Anw,
Meeting my ex-colleagues and maybe a trip to batam next week. Gotta settle some payment with the restaurant where our banquet will be held. And a Bangkok trip with Alice too :) Tickets and hotel confirmed, excited max! This will be my very 1st time of overseas trip without bby!
A lot of things happened in the past 14 days, there was good and bad thing too. Hope good things always last and bad thing will never repeat again. And i also hope that my favorite couple in bby's group will be able to walk out of their relationship crisis time. Don't be defeated by challenges that had come to you two. Remember what had brought you two together. It's LOVE.
Last night we were discussing bout my citizenship matter after we applied, hmmmm, seriously i got no idea on which way should i go ?? Keep my Indonesia nationality as a backup as living will be hard for us in 30 years later in singapore as living cost is getting higher day by day. So that we might move to Indonesia for retiring or maybe start some business over there instead of be a hawker's cleaner in the age of 65 ? That was what his friend's thinking.
As for him, he think that it will be better and easier for us to migrate to other country if i'm holding a Singapore passport ?? Ofcourse indonesia is not in his list obviously.
As for me ? I DON'T KNOW -.- I'm so lost on this.
Nobody can predict or sure what will happen tomorrow, but since he got his planning and confidence on what he is doing and thinking, Me as his wife should support him without regrets. Maybe his friends are right but nobody can be sure that he is wrong.
We are only able to plan and pray, the end decision is on God's hands.
Anw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE
Sunday, July 24, 2011
5Days
Yes, Now i may start counting down by 5 fingers till back to spore. 5days more to end my no dress, no heels, no falsie life :)
Sometimes back i was still counting down to get here, but now is the other way round. It's common that you will start to miss everything that you take for granted while you leaving.
Can't wait to stand on to my weighing machine :">. Can't wait to have my fav chic rice.
Lotsa things to do and prepare for our wedding and holiday.
Lotsa of meet up as promised too.
Yay, I'm so looking forward towards busy life and tight schedule. Gonna make a trip home too. I miss my mum.
Cheers!
Sometimes back i was still counting down to get here, but now is the other way round. It's common that you will start to miss everything that you take for granted while you leaving.
Can't wait to stand on to my weighing machine :">. Can't wait to have my fav chic rice.
Lotsa things to do and prepare for our wedding and holiday.
Lotsa of meet up as promised too.
Yay, I'm so looking forward towards busy life and tight schedule. Gonna make a trip home too. I miss my mum.
Cheers!
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
Early Weekend
Although everyday is weekend for me since i'm not working. But a little special this week. Inlaws coming to visit tomorrow. And bby taking one day leave on Friday. That mean we gonna spend a long weekend this week :)
On Friday morning we gonna go over to HCMC and come back on Saturday only. Kinda excited since i have not been there except the airport. Hope the weather will be nice. Please don't rain alright ?? Cos we don't have any umbrella -.-
Enjoy your weekend everyone!
Sunday, July 10, 2011
L.O.S.T
Bby lost his pouch last night. According to him it was my fault. I was drunk and refused to go home. He dragged me on to the car then found that his pouch was no longer on his waist. Not much money though, a BB, a camera, and some cards.
All of these things can be earned back, but words that you choose to let out of your mouth left a scar on my heart and keep repeating in my head. I knew "Sorry" doesn't help, and i can't promise that i won't be drunk again. But yet i just want to say sorry. For everything.
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