New Chapter ...

Wow .. Its been an age since last post :)
Life had been uber busy with all of the preparation for our wedding. Now everything almost come to an end. Only left 1 more round at Batam, I hope everything gonna be alright, and hopefully Ang Bao wont let us down :)

Kay, I may say new chapter of my life have began after our customary wedding. Yeah nothing change on us actually. But at least we have been thru a process which almost every people might go once in our life.

I'm so satisfied on our pre-wedd album, wedding gowns, make-up artist, and photographers. We were really lucky for being able to meet all those awesome people !!

Lots of thing happened during the wedding celebration. Be it good thing or some unhappy thing. But i'm glad that we manage to overcome all of these. And Thank you to all of the kind soul be it who have been generous on the Ang Bao amount, Maria who helped me on Ang Bao box and guest book ( its really nice gal, n u spent a lot on that -.- ), someone who lend his Mercedes as our bridal car, and all of our brothers, and sisters, you all really helped us a lot. Once again, THANK YOU.

May we live happily ever after

On the move ...

Hey! It's been 2 weeks since we are back. I was busy like mad for the past two weeks and for the rest of this month i guess. Visited mummy, and brought lots of durians for the family. They were surprised cos i hates durian ttm yet i brought back for them :)

Meeting my ex-colleagues and maybe a trip to batam next week. Gotta settle some payment with the restaurant where our banquet will be held. And a Bangkok trip with Alice too :) Tickets and hotel confirmed, excited max! This will be my very 1st time of overseas trip without bby!

A lot of things happened in the past 14 days, there was good and bad thing too. Hope good things always last and bad thing will never repeat again. And i also hope that my favorite couple in bby's group will be able to walk out of their relationship crisis time. Don't be defeated by challenges that had come to you two. Remember what had brought you two together. It's LOVE.

Last night we were discussing bout my citizenship matter after we applied, hmmmm, seriously i got no idea on which way should i go ?? Keep my Indonesia nationality as a backup as living will be hard for us in 30 years later in singapore as living cost is getting higher day by day. So that we might move to Indonesia for retiring or maybe start some business over there instead of be a hawker's cleaner in the age of 65 ? That was what his friend's thinking.

As for him, he think that it will be better and easier for us to migrate to other country if i'm holding a Singapore passport ?? Ofcourse indonesia is not in his list obviously.

As for me ? I DON'T KNOW  -.- I'm so lost on this.

Nobody can predict or sure what will happen tomorrow, but since he got his planning and confidence on what he is doing and thinking, Me as his wife should support him without regrets. Maybe his friends are right but nobody can be sure that he is wrong.
We are only able to plan and pray, the end decision is on God's hands.
Anw,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE

5Days

Yes, Now i may start counting down by 5 fingers till back to spore. 5days more to end my no dress, no heels, no falsie life :)
Sometimes back i was still counting down to get here, but now is the other way round. It's common that you will start to miss everything that you take for granted while you leaving.
Can't wait to stand on to my weighing machine :">. Can't wait to have my fav chic rice.
Lotsa things to do and prepare for our wedding and holiday.
Lotsa of meet up as promised too.
Yay, I'm so looking forward towards busy life and tight schedule. Gonna make a trip home too. I miss my mum.


Cheers!

Early Weekend

Although everyday is weekend for me since i'm not working. But a little special this week. Inlaws coming to visit tomorrow. And bby taking one day leave on Friday. That mean we gonna spend a long weekend this week :)

On Friday morning we gonna go over to HCMC and come back on Saturday only. Kinda excited since i have not been there except the airport. Hope the weather will be nice. Please don't rain alright ?? Cos we don't have any umbrella -.-

Enjoy your weekend everyone!

L.O.S.T

Bby lost his pouch last night. According to him it was my fault. I was drunk and refused to go home. He dragged me on to the car then found that his pouch was no longer on his waist. Not much money though, a BB, a camera, and some cards.

All of these things can be earned back, but words that you choose to let out of your mouth left a scar on my heart and keep repeating in my head. I knew "Sorry" doesn't help, and i can't promise that i won't be drunk again. But yet i just want to say sorry. For everything. 

Relaxed

Bby draw that :)

As promised to myself, we went back to Restaurant David again for their Pork Shin last Saturday. It was yummeh ! But i think mostly girls don't dare to try, because it was really fattening. As for me ? Don't care ! Diet always comes tomorrow, right ? Muahahahaha

So here's what we ordered, all were so yummeh !

Some fish deep fried in fish sauce

Chicken in creamy sauce

This is the Pork Shin, can't feel its sinful yet ? Show you in a bit.

Comes to western restaurant, they always serve with a basket of french toast.

These are FAT under the Pork Shin' Skin ! But it was really2 yummy, the skin was perfectly crispy and i didn't feel oily at all, Those fat just simply melt in my mouth! Its taste better than Chinese roasted pig. 

Natural BOKEH. LOL

After dinner we met ruzaini and friend for 2nd round. We went to a bar which called Black Pear Bar. The live band there was amazing, Singers were Filipino. But considered a lil bit pricey in VT. 

Caution : There are two bar called "black pearl bar" in VT. 1 is located on 2nd floor of the ferry terminal. And The one that we went is located further down after ferry terminal. And as understand two of them got no link at all.

Ruzaini and Anna/Anah?? -.-"

We went to Anna's bar after finished two btl of red wine there. We went for mixed drink, vodka, beer,etc.. And well, AS USUAL i was drunk. AGAIN. LOL. Hope i didn't anything silly, i barely remember things happened after gulped down this glass 

Its topped with cream above a layer of Baileys and the lowest part was some drink uses in waterfall cocktail.

Life is full of unpredictable thingy

We people may dream, wish and plan. But all of the decisions are still in God's hand. I hate seeing people blame you, blame her, blame god, blame themself while they are down or facing problem. Yes. People don't always positive thinking, especially while there is problem, quarrelling, or by letting our mind run wild. But you got limited time to do that, you may go out and drink yourself silly, you may lock yourself up and crying your lung out. But after that you gotta think, or plan whats your next step. Not that you just repeating the same old sentences every single time you in trouble. People around you are in such a difficult position. Our heart pain by seeing you self-abased. We try to comfort you but you take as a chance and continue in your shit mood. We try to scold you up but you will say nobody understand your feeling right now, bla bla bla ( you are still being self-abased ). So wtf you expect us to do ? Pity on you and offer a helping hand ? WE DID ! We heart aching on what you experienced and facing. We helps you because we love you, we won't let you face all of those shits alone. Based on my conscience i dare to say i did my best to help you and haven't fail before ! I'm not asking for credits here. I just want you to know that you are not alone.

I cried the whole night just because of you quarrel with gf.
My heart aches seeing you feel like shit, no passion for live, lost.
I feel bad everytime hearing you complain about live and financial problem. I keep telling myself there must be a lot of thing that i can do for you, i got to do even if there are not. I know you were not asking me for money, you just need somebody to listen to you. I'm here as always.
My heart pain when i see things doesn't goes as your planning after you tried so hard.
I feel bad when i see you worked so hard but things screwed.
Its because of i love you.


But back to reality, most of the things are not beyond my control. If you refuse to think positive, you continue self-abased, i can't do anything. Everything is possible if there is will. Try again, try again, and again. Just believe that God is fair to everyone. I know life is hard for you right now, but don't give up so easily alright ?  There are still a lot of people out there who poorer then us. Don't ever compare life with someone better, but do compare life with someone poorer. I know you might not even see this post. But if you happened to see this, i just want you to know. I love you my bro. ♥

Nobody could help you if you refuse to help yourself.