Worried, disappointed, touched, laughed, enjoyed, accused, embarrassed, pampered, and lots more that i don't know how to describe. All was like Dramas.
Never think that love from somebody will be there for you for forever. Everything is gonna change. It either better or worse. I keep telling myself that be thankful that he is still loving and caring me till this moment. This marriage was a surprise for me. I was not believe in marriage last time. Until i met him, i thought that he is different from any man that i have ever met. That explains why we proceed to next serious step after 8 mths of dating. That was very short for most ppl. Now it's start to troubling me. People's longass love story could have a sad ending then how bout ours ??? I sounds so retarded i know. We are just officially + customary married for 2weeks yet i start to think so much o.0
But naive and confident has slight difference.
Well, its just some lil thoughts aft so many thing happened.
I have confident in our marriage of course !
Thankfully everything have passed. Everything have back to normal. Or at least both of us have back to the same routine. Bby back to his tight schedule and busy days. Me ? Emo and slacking days.
Time flies. What i'm looking forward right now is heading back to VT. Our love nest ( although it is temporarily ) The place that i complained it's haunted. Now i'm missing the silence. The freedom. The privacy.
And also realize that it's good to live in a place that nobody know us. We can be the real us. No pretend, no give face, no give in, everything is just about two of us.
