5Days

Yes, Now i may start counting down by 5 fingers till back to spore. 5days more to end my no dress, no heels, no falsie life :)
Sometimes back i was still counting down to get here, but now is the other way round. It's common that you will start to miss everything that you take for granted while you leaving.
Can't wait to stand on to my weighing machine :">. Can't wait to have my fav chic rice.
Lotsa things to do and prepare for our wedding and holiday.
Lotsa of meet up as promised too.
Yay, I'm so looking forward towards busy life and tight schedule. Gonna make a trip home too. I miss my mum.


Cheers!

Early Weekend

Although everyday is weekend for me since i'm not working. But a little special this week. Inlaws coming to visit tomorrow. And bby taking one day leave on Friday. That mean we gonna spend a long weekend this week :)

On Friday morning we gonna go over to HCMC and come back on Saturday only. Kinda excited since i have not been there except the airport. Hope the weather will be nice. Please don't rain alright ?? Cos we don't have any umbrella -.-

Enjoy your weekend everyone!

L.O.S.T

Bby lost his pouch last night. According to him it was my fault. I was drunk and refused to go home. He dragged me on to the car then found that his pouch was no longer on his waist. Not much money though, a BB, a camera, and some cards.

All of these things can be earned back, but words that you choose to let out of your mouth left a scar on my heart and keep repeating in my head. I knew "Sorry" doesn't help, and i can't promise that i won't be drunk again. But yet i just want to say sorry. For everything. 

Relaxed

Bby draw that :)

As promised to myself, we went back to Restaurant David again for their Pork Shin last Saturday. It was yummeh ! But i think mostly girls don't dare to try, because it was really fattening. As for me ? Don't care ! Diet always comes tomorrow, right ? Muahahahaha

So here's what we ordered, all were so yummeh !

Some fish deep fried in fish sauce

Chicken in creamy sauce

This is the Pork Shin, can't feel its sinful yet ? Show you in a bit.

Comes to western restaurant, they always serve with a basket of french toast.

These are FAT under the Pork Shin' Skin ! But it was really2 yummy, the skin was perfectly crispy and i didn't feel oily at all, Those fat just simply melt in my mouth! Its taste better than Chinese roasted pig. 

Natural BOKEH. LOL

After dinner we met ruzaini and friend for 2nd round. We went to a bar which called Black Pear Bar. The live band there was amazing, Singers were Filipino. But considered a lil bit pricey in VT. 

Caution : There are two bar called "black pearl bar" in VT. 1 is located on 2nd floor of the ferry terminal. And The one that we went is located further down after ferry terminal. And as understand two of them got no link at all.

Ruzaini and Anna/Anah?? -.-"

We went to Anna's bar after finished two btl of red wine there. We went for mixed drink, vodka, beer,etc.. And well, AS USUAL i was drunk. AGAIN. LOL. Hope i didn't anything silly, i barely remember things happened after gulped down this glass 

Its topped with cream above a layer of Baileys and the lowest part was some drink uses in waterfall cocktail.

Life is full of unpredictable thingy

We people may dream, wish and plan. But all of the decisions are still in God's hand. I hate seeing people blame you, blame her, blame god, blame themself while they are down or facing problem. Yes. People don't always positive thinking, especially while there is problem, quarrelling, or by letting our mind run wild. But you got limited time to do that, you may go out and drink yourself silly, you may lock yourself up and crying your lung out. But after that you gotta think, or plan whats your next step. Not that you just repeating the same old sentences every single time you in trouble. People around you are in such a difficult position. Our heart pain by seeing you self-abased. We try to comfort you but you take as a chance and continue in your shit mood. We try to scold you up but you will say nobody understand your feeling right now, bla bla bla ( you are still being self-abased ). So wtf you expect us to do ? Pity on you and offer a helping hand ? WE DID ! We heart aching on what you experienced and facing. We helps you because we love you, we won't let you face all of those shits alone. Based on my conscience i dare to say i did my best to help you and haven't fail before ! I'm not asking for credits here. I just want you to know that you are not alone.

I cried the whole night just because of you quarrel with gf.
My heart aches seeing you feel like shit, no passion for live, lost.
I feel bad everytime hearing you complain about live and financial problem. I keep telling myself there must be a lot of thing that i can do for you, i got to do even if there are not. I know you were not asking me for money, you just need somebody to listen to you. I'm here as always.
My heart pain when i see things doesn't goes as your planning after you tried so hard.
I feel bad when i see you worked so hard but things screwed.
Its because of i love you.


But back to reality, most of the things are not beyond my control. If you refuse to think positive, you continue self-abased, i can't do anything. Everything is possible if there is will. Try again, try again, and again. Just believe that God is fair to everyone. I know life is hard for you right now, but don't give up so easily alright ?  There are still a lot of people out there who poorer then us. Don't ever compare life with someone better, but do compare life with someone poorer. I know you might not even see this post. But if you happened to see this, i just want you to know. I love you my bro. ♥

Nobody could help you if you refuse to help yourself.